Submitted by Jo Muszynski on Sun, 06/14/2009 - 21:41
It's been what... three weeks or so since I've published Hunting the Haunting and I still have fleeting moments of excitement, pride, disbelief and utter terror!
I've sold over 15 copies and am now stuck in the rut of pessimistic thinking along the lines of, "OK, fine, now what?!?". Meaning - now how do I branch out and grab people by their ears (and eyes) and get them to buy my book? How do I direct more traffic to Amazon.com and increase my sales there? So far the majority of my sales have been direct. Everyone wants an autographed copy. Sure, this thrills me, despite my lame inscription and sloppy signature.
I can't help but wonder about the differences between sales and "sales". A co-worker buys a book, that's technically a sale, yet at the moment it doesn't hold the same thrill as it would to check my online accounts and see that I made a sale via Amazon. Why is this? A sale is a sale, right? My book has been purchased, it's in the hands of someone who is going to read (and hopefully love) it and from there they will tell someone who will tell someone who will tell.. You get the idea.
And it's not limited to online sales, either. Patrick Paperbacks has copies, too. I haven't received any calls saying more copies are needed, so I'm assuming no sales have been made there. First thought through my mind - Crap!
I made a sale at work this week and instead of directed it to the local bookstore, I sold it myself. Afterwards I thought, "Damn, I should have told her she could get a copy from Patrick Paperbacks, right up the road." But in the heat of the moment I wanted to connect with the possible reader which I succeeded. She wanted a signed copy. This felt good.
But....
And there it is. That inevitable gloomy nagging feeling of the butts of thoughts and emotions. But this, but that, but what!
A sale is a sale. I should be ecstatic that I have sold over 15 copies of my book. I should feel proud that I wrote, edited, and published a book at all! Perhaps it's the heat. Perhaps it's the stress of my recent accident that has me down.
Snap out of it! Grab the bull by the horns and tackle this baby and ride the adventure for all it's worth!
Coming soon - my first book signing event.
Have I mentioned that that idea scares me?
I hope this is just the New Author jitters and I'll soon work my way out of it and become a pro.
Dreaming On....
Jo